Back to blogging

Oooh i havent been online for awhile... and i cant even type that fast now! My fingers have became fat from all that lack of exercise! Y? Work ofcourse! Not that i dont want to blog but because i really dont ahve the time to blog. Somehow, even after i have quitted peach garden, i find my life constantly filled with daily activities mainly involving the shrinkage of my pay! Hmmm.... Problem problem problem..... When you have no money you think about how to survive. When you have the money its how LONG it takes for your desire to consume your money and than your back to square 1. Funny isn't it. But for most people technically it isn''t a problem. See, most teens work for FUN. They work for the sheer reason of having their extra cash flow be it spending on better food, higher end entertainment or material possessions. Nothing wrong right? Its normal right? But if your parents have no problem with their own finances, they cant be botherd with what ever the hell you earn cause what is it compared to what THEY earn right? even if you have your own pay they wont mind still giving you your pocket money cause they DONT NEED that extra money. But what IF they dont need that extra money, yet they still insist that you pay every single bit for yourself after your pay, is it not that your "pay" is no longer excess cash anymore? Instead it becomes more of an "advanced allowance" from your parents. This is how my parents think.... If lets say i earn $800, They would not want me to spend it on stuff i want. Instead, use it "wisely". How wise? like just using it to buy my own meals everyday, that $800 suppose to last me. THAT to them is considered "wise". IF you knew... That by working so hard, for at least a month, would end up like this, than for ever what fuck reason would you even want to go to work in the first place right? I rather stay home, take that measerly few bucks that they only give me everytime and just do with it. Hell their not even poor lor... Life sucks if your parents are such misers.